"Everything, All At Once is where I lost myself completely-

it started as an idea sitting in my notes for nearly three years... music

After a season of high-highs and low-lows. I crashed and shattered.

Collecting each piece shattered of emotion, memory, identity, pressure, persistence, mistakes, love, losses, light and darkness into a solemn isolation-

...there, I faced the overwhelming feeling of holding every version of yourself in the same space at the same time choosing what's for keep & confetti throwing all else, releasing.

But that release isn't a moment. It's memory. Reminding yourself to put down the pieces that no longer serve you, over & over again. Remembering how they served you. Even remembering what's buried underneath, that wants to breathe again. Remembering who you were. Who you are.

I'm glad it took three years because these reminders helped cultivate this, not just music, but acknowledging all the pieces that play a part.

This now, immersive music and visual experience, is built around the intimacy of my inner world, nostalgic like checking your answering machine, after quite some time away; when the tape deck is full and the light blinks red with messages. Like missed calls, from the past, present, and future introducing the parts of myself that exist side by side: the sacred and the street, the thinker and the feeler, the poet, the child, the hermit, the lover, the artist, the sage, the doer, the don't-er, the imperfect- the still growing, still learning.

Everything, all at once, yet one thing a time.

Nice to meet you. Long time, no see. Glad to have found you."

-boxx